I wasn't looking for you at all. You came to me. You really haven't changed at all, if you're still blaming me for what you started.
( clinging to that petty rivalry with her teeth might be the most normalcy she's seen, since the werewolves' hunt ended — in some sick sense, she supposes she should thank zoya for that, even as she digs between alina's ribs. an unrepentant hound, looking for whatever bone of truth alina has buried. to sniff out new ways to judge her as lesser, not nearly good enough, knowing zoya's penchant for sinking her teeth into old scars. )
I'm not your problem. We're not even real allies, here. I'm not the Sun Summoner anymore. You have no need for me. You just like poking your finger into wounds. You always have.
And you've always lacked the compassion to be a good one.
Don't fool yourself, Nazyalensky. I was Nikolai's first choice. He never bothered to ever mention you. And do you know why? Because I'll always be his first choice. Enjoy the taste of my leftovers. You usually do.
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[ Yet????? ]
Fine, I will be more honest.
If you prefer to be coddled you should look elsewhere.
But do not expect me to hold my tongue.
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You really haven't changed at all, if you're still blaming me for what you started.
( clinging to that petty rivalry with her teeth might be the most normalcy she's seen, since the werewolves' hunt ended — in some sick sense, she supposes she should thank zoya for that, even as she digs between alina's ribs. an unrepentant hound, looking for whatever bone of truth alina has buried. to sniff out new ways to judge her as lesser, not nearly good enough, knowing zoya's penchant for sinking her teeth into old scars. )
I'm not your problem.
We're not even real allies, here. I'm not the Sun Summoner anymore. You have no need for me.
You just like poking your finger into wounds. You always have.
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I suppose that's why I sit on the throne now.
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Don't fool yourself, Nazyalensky. I was Nikolai's first choice.
He never bothered to ever mention you. And do you know why? Because I'll always be his first choice.
Enjoy the taste of my leftovers. You usually do.