but you did hurt him. with the sun. maybe you don't know how much that scares me, the idea of doing that to him. or maybe you don't know what an idiot he is about his weaknesses. but you did it. are you saying you did it because you didn't want to?
I'm saying I didn't want to be put in a position where I have to question someone I cared for. That I hated what I did, the moment it was done. That I wish I hadn't done it at all, but I did.
( some of us can control ourselves, she writes, sharpened to a cruel point. immediately backspaces, when the words on the screen knot her stomach into cramps. )
You want to punish me for it, clearly, so why don't you get it over with?
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but you did hurt him. with the sun. maybe you don't know how much that scares me, the idea of doing that to him. or maybe you don't know what an idiot he is about his weaknesses. but you did it. are you saying you did it because you didn't want to?
i don't know who to trust now either.
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( some of us can control ourselves, she writes, sharpened to a cruel point. immediately backspaces, when the words on the screen knot her stomach into cramps. )
You want to punish me for it, clearly, so why don't you get it over with?
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