( weight sunk to the bottom of her stomach β the one thing she hadn't let herself think could be true. this whole not caring thing seems more and more frayed the more she stews in her own misery, because βΒ fine, maybe she found nikolai a little funny sometimes, and maybe his company was nicer than the otherwise silence of a too big house. )
sorry. that sucks. you know
( after she starts typing, she immediately thinks better on it. except, she's already started, so she may as well finish it out. at least it's better than being in the dark. )
i've heard sometimes people who act out of line get dragged out in the middle of the night and sent home. what counts as acting out, i've got no idea. you think maybe nikolai pissed the balfours off?
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( weight sunk to the bottom of her stomach β the one thing she hadn't let herself think could be true. this whole not caring thing seems more and more frayed the more she stews in her own misery, because βΒ fine, maybe she found nikolai a little funny sometimes, and maybe his company was nicer than the otherwise silence of a too big house. )
sorry. that sucks.
you know
( after she starts typing, she immediately thinks better on it. except, she's already started, so she may as well finish it out. at least it's better than being in the dark. )
i've heard sometimes people who act out of line get dragged out in the middle of the night and sent home. what counts as acting out, i've got no idea.
you think maybe nikolai pissed the balfours off?